2009 has been the greatest year of my entire life. Sure, it had some low points, but all of the high points trump all of that. I went to Vegas 7 times this year. I saw Cher 18 times in concert. I went to NYC for one of the greatest weekends of my life. I met Keith Urban. I met Gloria Gaynor. I made AMAZING friendships all thanks to one woman: Cher. And most importantly... I went to Los Angeles/Santa Monica, where I realized THAT is where I'm happy. Home is where the heart is, and that is definitely NOT where I'm at right now.
Yep, 2009 has been eye opening for me. I realized I no longer want to be here. Well, I think I've always known that, but all of this traveling and what not really made me see it. I'm just not happy here. I know there are other things waiting for me out there, and I have to go after them. I have to try and start my life somewhere else. It's going to be really tough to do so, but if I really want it I'm going to make it work.
So, for 2010 I want to move to California. I want to be there as soon as possible, actually. I can't handle it here anymore. The weather, the people, the life I have here... I'm over it. I need change and I need it now. I am so miserable here, it's not even funny. But I really don't know how to get out there. It's really hard getting a job there when you're living here. I don't know... I want to leave right NOW. I don't want to wait anymore.....
Life is too short to wait around for things to happen, YOU have to make them happen... so bring on 2010!
